thread of triggering memes lmao
https://benzo.fans/@julia/106595877532157960
random middle of the night phone call rant
i tried to call back twice, with no success, i am going the fuck back to sleep and if they fucking call me again in the middle of the night i will pick up and ask why the fuck they feel like they have to cause a fucking panic attack in the middle of the night and what the heck could be *this* important and like who the heck uses phone calls‽‽ i wanna cry
reminder to self
you're allowed to do things.
you do not need other people's approval for every tiny thing you do.
you do not need to ask permission.
you are allowed to like the things you like, even if others dislike them.
you do not need to like everything other people like.
you are allowed to have needs.
you are allowed to ask for help.
you are allowed to say no.
you have a right to exist, and take up space and resources you need.
you are allowed to not function from time to time.
funny how hetzner having issues causes my monitoring to go down but not my instance
still, i have a blank spot in my monitoring now >:c [angy julia noises]
my world's on fire, how 'bout yours
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