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oh wait did i say issues? i meant mental health. i'll make my mental health disappear

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for my next trick i'm gonna make my mental health issues disappear!

no = don't bother with pain and turn it off
yes = just stay in pain

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(the question is do i keep bothering with pain, or uh, turn it off)

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pain

german, addiction 

Suchthilfe? nein danke, dass schaff ich schon selbst :p

ph(-) 

anyway i'm in moderate pain again, ama

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ph meta, question, could use some reassurance cause i'm once again doubting everything 

wait so it's not normal to constantly feel some amount of pain?

*i was always told i was just faking/exaggerating and i'm legitimately not sure aaaa*

i never asked for my body to keep the score :c

🤡 <- me when i don't communicate my needs at all and then wonder why they're not met

today on things that can be either good or very bad 

not waking up in the icu

did you know? drugs are actually just tiny kittens that go bap on certain receptors in your body

update 

i do not want to be numb, so it is time to change that *puts on emotionally loaded album*

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