julia, messy edition @julia@benzo.fans
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my world's on fire, how 'bout yours
private account, ask before following (if we don't interact at least sometimes don't even bother)
this is my dark/venting account (that i tell people about). i don't always bother with cw's here, be warned that the content will get dark quickly
side effects of reading my posts here may include depression and severe second hand anxiety
all characters and events described here are purely fictional and any correlations to real world events are purely coincidental unless otherwise noted. no living beings were harmed in the process.
common content: drugs, ed, sh, mh, loss, and me yelling about stuff that upsets me
i treat the icd10 as a todo-list, and you can't stop me
generally carrying a knife, and not afraid to use it
Joined Feb 2021
linux midi question
🦆 how hard is it to get realtime playback from a midi device in linux
i wanna play piano through my pc instead of relying on the built-in amp
pov: you're me staring at the ceiling while being in so much pain that you stop being able to process reality and everything goes blurry
limited sanity
it drowns out the screams inside my head without being otherwise distracting or annoying
locking this account down a little more, if you aren't following me anymore it's not personal i promise
this dream turned into a nightmare
and i'm the monster
julia is known to the state of california to cause cancer
sui (shitpost)
percentage of breakdowns that end in sui attempts
[ insert wall of text about inequality and climate doom here ]
the past hurts. a lot.
thread of triggering memes lmao
https://benzo.fans/@julia/106595877532157960
@julialuna pics soon™
meme collection, abuse, potentially triggering imagery
me? complicated past? sexual abuse? nooooo couldn't be me
- admin
- at benzo.fans
- ⚠️ read bio
- before asking to follow
my world's on fire, how 'bout yours
private account, ask before following (if we don't interact at least sometimes don't even bother)
this is my dark/venting account (that i tell people about). i don't always bother with cw's here, be warned that the content will get dark quickly
side effects of reading my posts here may include depression and severe second hand anxiety
all characters and events described here are purely fictional and any correlations to real world events are purely coincidental unless otherwise noted. no living beings were harmed in the process.
common content: drugs, ed, sh, mh, loss, and me yelling about stuff that upsets me
i treat the icd10 as a todo-list, and you can't stop me
generally carrying a knife, and not afraid to use it
Joined Feb 2021
