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this dream turned into a nightmare
and i'm the monster

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meme collection, abuse, potentially triggering imagery 

me? complicated past? sexual abuse? nooooo couldn't be me

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reminder to self 

you're allowed to do things.
you do not need other people's approval for every tiny thing you do.
you do not need to ask permission.
you are allowed to like the things you like, even if others dislike them.
you do not need to like everything other people like.
you are allowed to have needs.
you are allowed to ask for help.
you are allowed to say no.
you have a right to exist, and take up space and resources you need.
you are allowed to not function from time to time.

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my mh issues are tagged as "wontfix" on my bug tracker

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self quote, mh 

just having ptsd would be such a fucking relief

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lmao me, except i also have trauma and probably several mental disorders c:

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self destructive coping mechanisms feel so good because they make me feel like i fit into this broken world

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rebooting server, fingers crossed nothing breaks

me, shutting myself off from everyone: i'm lonely :c

i would like to announce that i am a shitty person and that i highly discourage interacting with me

what state do i live in? glad you asked, it's Existential Dread

subtoot, pleromians 

at lain at hentai dot baby

huh
how about no? fuck off?

linux midi question 

🦆 how hard is it to get realtime playback from a midi device in linux

i wanna play piano through my pc instead of relying on the built-in amp

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pov: you're me staring at the ceiling while being in so much pain that you stop being able to process reality and everything goes blurry

locking this account down a little more, if you aren't following me anymore it's not personal i promise

this dream turned into a nightmare
and i'm the monster

julia is known to the state of california to cause cancer

[ insert wall of text about inequality and climate doom here ]

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